There was a Pool Party on Day 3. I joined the party but I was late as I was shy, was too lazy to take a bath again and I HAD NO 'PARTNER IN CRIME' together with me that time. This made me feeling regretted of being late to get into the Pool Party. It started at 2330 but I wasn't aware of that as I didn't read the Star Navigator (a paper filled with all activities which would be carried out on that particular day) until I came back from Krabi. I went to the Poolside as I was alone. I saw a lot of (young) people (like me xD) having their fun time. I stood above the deck at which the swimming pool is located for about 30 minutes, looking at them. Well, they had a lot of fun.
I couldn't stand this anymore. I went back to change my clothes and joined them eventually. However, it turned weird and awkward as some people had left and most of them had calmed down (or maybe it's me who got into the pool xD) To be honest, I didn't feel fitting into the group that time. I sat at the side of the swimming pool. After not more than 10 minutes of joining them, people started to leave as it was quite late (about 0100) and they had been playing for 2 hours. Also, it was very windy. (well, I was shivering) Thus, I left with the feeling of weird. I couldn't even find the towel provided. Luckily, there was a lady gave me a helping hand by giving me a towel as she had an extra after giving to her family, who joined the party as well. Thanks, auntie! (even though I think she hardly would see this)
This was actually my first time to get into people whom I am not familiar with. My friends always describe me as an amiable one. Well, I actually feel myself weird. I could be VERY VERY VERY sociable in the college even on the first day I would take initiative to introduce myself to fellow college mates. I, in fact, like to make friends but I am, recently, scared to talk to strangers. Just wonder what changes me. Maybe I need a new environment or I should get out of my comfort zone (my family is my comfort zone) when I want to know new people. Anyway, having a 'partner in crime' is super important. I, actually, felt really weird and sad of not getting well along with them (although not to be a friend). Hence, my 'partner in crime' get ready with your money for a trip together! Haha~
